Life is complicated, but fascinating.

RACHEL,
i often fantasize about the impossibles.
ignorance is bliss, sometimes it's good to stay uninformed

THE TRUTH
Life is never fair,
So learn to live with it.

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October 27, 2012
it's sunday in 24 minutes and i'm here rolling around. ok not really rolling around cos im sitting on the sofa with a laptop on my lap and typing away. some tiger beer advertisement is showing on tv and my phone is next to me. the advertisement is not in english btw. ok why am i doing this.

anyway this week has been horrible. monday was dramafest, tuesday to thursday was results collection and we had some family gathering bbq thing on friday. interesting week, no? no.

results were a great disappointment. actually not all, just bio and physics. no no don't misunderstand and think i did super well for the rest, i'm just glad i didn't do as badly as BT2.  i was super glad i finally got my A1 for IM2 until some teacher told us it was a super easy paper... bio and chem, i just don't wanna talk about it, major disappointment. then again, no brooding for too long, just work harder next year. sec 4 will just be school school school all the way, oh the joy. if MSG's going down to 2.5, i think i'll shoot myself halfway through the year. school raises the standard and expect us to be smarter just like that.

anyway this weekends has been spent on cca and gcp shopping. flying off next week and there's so many things to get!! time really flies omg. i think we are half crazy we headed down to town at 8.30 when shops close at 9.30. more gcp shopping tomorrow but i just wanna sleep. cries.

oh but this week made me realise how cool NYAV truly is. oh and there's NY5 shirt printing next week as well. next week's gonna be mad busy. last week in singapore and im rushing through everything. there's dramafest, beach clean up, dental appointment and then gcp. urgh fly me to china asap please, escape from reality for a while.

oh and family bbq was kinda awkward but fun. cousin brought his girlfriend and sorry but i was kinda grossed out. they were PDA-ing along the sea and i was like what ok go away i don't wanna see that, where's my food just let me eat good bbq food. oh and we also 放天灯! haha mini ones before we visit taiwan to see the real and nicer ones! :D life's actually quite interesting!

photo time:
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(heart's a bit screwed up but oh wells)



managed to catch the sunset after idk how long.


grandpa and me. and i am being greedy eating meat.

our very first successful 天灯 

come on fly fly fly


hoho finally starting to fly! :D 

this is the ultra cute boy i met at the bbq and he entertained me the entire night! :)

the sea's a beautiful place hehehehe.

had the most embarrassing and weirdest dream ever yesterday night. no more weird dreams for me please, my heart cannot take it. just let me sleep in peace yeah? thanks. pissed off when i wake up forgetting half of what happened in my dreams.

my photos are still not loading im gonna scream.

anyway last week of sec 3 next week and i feel like i just got shot by a bullet reminding me that im growing up too quickly. time's all spent on school and all the crap i feel like i'm do not have enough time to sit down, sort out my thoughts and actually spend time with more people. come someone give me 48 hours a day or something, then i'll have more time for everything under the sun.

beijing's gonna be fun, i think i deserve something nice after working hard for a year (although the results might not have turned out as well). i tried, i deserve something. hahaha remember how i told myself if i ever pass sec 3 i'll be the happiest girl ever.

this year has been crazy. one day i'll find time to sit and think.

ok i'm getting tired- almost time to sleep. goodnight!

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