Life is complicated, but fascinating.

RACHEL,
i often fantasize about the impossibles.
ignorance is bliss, sometimes it's good to stay uninformed

THE TRUTH
Life is never fair,
So learn to live with it.

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October 23, 2011
yay! EOYs are finally over! :) yeah, exams for 2011! but then again, they will be haunting me for many many years to come but i shall not think about it for now cos i think i have way too many things to worry about already. end of EOYs does not mean free time for me! :( honestly, i think this world is too problematic, i seem to have a never-ending number of stuff to worry about.

so basically, ever since my last post, many many stuff has happened. not gonna mention all cos that would probably take a gazillion years before i can finish blogging about them so im just gonna stick with the more recent ones i guess.

ok, so current: NANYANG DRAMAFEST'11! bleh, drama continues to haunt me. so yeah, 204 has been busy preparing for Dramafest over these few marking days. kinda sad, marking days are supposed to be for us to rest but yeah, i guess being a nanyang girl, you never ever get to rest. and im not kidding k, we are forever bogged down with stuff, how sad. back to Dramafest, it's tiring but i guess it's fun lah. 204 seems to be putting a lot of effort in it, so even if we don't win or whatever, i guess it's still a great experience. personally, i have to say that it is a relatively scary experience. especially with the type schedule, tension is really high. every class only gets like 40min per day for audi practice time so it's honestly really rush. hehe, being in AV is cool! I get to watch all performances. but when im busy controlling the lights, i don't really understand what the play is about. yeah, it's my first time doing lights so it's fun but scary at the same time! D: mel and i will try our best to make Dramafest awesome and not screw up the lights! :) omg, but seriously, the cans are honestly killing our ears! every single time we complain about how our ears are gonna suffer and fall off anytime. and when we say that, we are not kidding. Dramafest sure is torturous, but mel and i will persevere! we don't wanna bang into the wall and finish. hehe, i forgot to wish abi and hwee and everyone else a huge jiayou as well! :)

NYGH DRAMAFEST'11: BLINDED. A 204 PRODUCTION.
31 october 2011-come watch our great performance and witness our awesomeness!

okay, so next, post EOYs bitching! EOYs seriously sucks man! i honestly think i screwed everything up. I HATE GEOG! every single night before my geog paper, i will wanna kill myself. like honestly, i do NOT really wanna learn about rocks and rivers! geog can kill me man, so much information! omg, and history too! basically, humanities are out to kill you and your brain cells, really excited. -.- and then math, omg, dear ms yvonne, why you wanna kill me like this? i can cry man. i think my A1 for math just flew away. :( blehh, science! science! bio.physics.chem, screwed man! D: when i saw the physics paper, i literally fainted and died. omg, i honestly think im gonna fail! nanyang, why must you make your students suffer is sh!t?! gahhh, i am seriously afraid to get back my papers man, i think i can just fall flat on the ground and die when i see my results! :( oh, but i thought the LA compre paper had a relatively interesting passage by Stephen King. heh, i agree that everyone is insane. well at least i think the people are around me are!

talking about mad people, yesterday was supposedly the end-of-the-earth. like seriously, can people stop predicting weird dates for the end of the world? do they wanna die that much?! sadistic people, sigh...

sec 4 farewell. yeah, i had sec 4 farewell on 18 october. it was fun, cos we had this chao gay dance. i must have looked like a retard on stage but whatever. and the sec1s made chao good decos! i am freaking jealous man! i want their fake cameras! anyway, sec4 seniors, have fun in jc! (although i personally think it's quite difficult to have fun there. singapore's education sure is stressful man!)

talking bout stress, i realised that people in singapore are forever tired. even when i board the bus at like 10? i still see people sleeping on the bus. and they are in like deep slumber! poor people. ehem but i think i am one of them as well. i seem to be constantly tired! now that exams are over, i shall take a good rest one day. hmm, cannot wait for that to happen. :D

post EOYs activities:
my videos! hehe, i just watched the last episode of playful kiss today. and only the last heh, typical me. i think i am absolutely weird. oh, im watching secret garden as well. since everyone's like oh, it's super nice, i thought i should some what watch it since the last time i watched a drama was like idk, 10 months ago? i don't really wanna think about it. btw, ai ended. i dont exactly watch that show anymore but since it's such a sensation, i just thought i should mention that it ended. no more guo cong min and xie ming ming! :( haha, i hope to produce a show as popular as ai someday! but nah, that's highly impossible! :x

okay, i have stuff to settle! i think i owe many many people letters so i shall get them done soon! i promised my angel to write to her after EOYs so i shall keep my promise and write her letter soon!

I WANNA GO OUT! i wanna explore singapore now that EOYs are over! singapore is small! so it's easy to get around! i love mrt! :)

oh! and malacca trip! wahaha, boy am i excited, no kidding. food there is good! i shall spend my time well there, cos that's probably the last time i will be spending quality time with 204. i dont exactly wanna think that we will all go to different classes next year but i guess it's a fact i have to face. i will miss 204! :( heh, can't exactly imagine myself not being in the same class as my awesome classmates now! kinda scary so i choose not to think about it.

life's scary! D: i wanna catch a movie, but no good shows recently! pathetic life i have. i think im growing fat, maybe someday i shall choose to move my butt and not sit in front of my laptop the whole day long. instead, i should probably go do some exercise. heh, a little hard for a couch potato for me but i don't wanna grow fat! :( life is disgustingly painful!

oh yeah, haven't slept before 12 in like 1.5 years? shall try to sleep at 22 plus one of these days! anyway, im off to do something else. don't think anyone will bother reading this extremely long blog post but at least i dont feel guilty not not updating my blog! oh yeah, need to print my drama prompt script so that i won't screw up the lights tm! :( bye blog, i dont know when will be the next time i will be back to update! hmm, maybe when i feel free and i have a lot of things to rant about. i am the ranting queen, i have 100000 stuff to complain all the time. so yeah, byebye for now!

remember to come support 204's awesome production okay? blinded.

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