RACHEL,
i often fantasize about the impossibles.
ignorance is bliss, sometimes it's good to stay uninformed THE TRUTH
Life is never fair,
So learn to live with it. SHARE. SHARE. SHARE
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blocks over! :D
August 3, 2011
hallo fellow people on earth,my silly block test 2 is finally over. haha, i found an advantage of blogging: it trains your finger muscles! :D but i don't think it is as effective as doing a freaking history block test from nanyang. sometimes, i am quite amazed by how i can crap out my answers in 1 hour and actually pen them down! like seriously, hmm, maybe nanyang trains us. one thing, i seriously wonder how the teachers are gonne read my handwriting, especially for history, considering the fact that my handwriting looks like poop! so, if the teachers get some weird eye disease from reading my horrendous answers, they will have to be responsible for their own condition. i mean, they can just give me some question that requires me to write one sentence, or better still, one word or alphabet! and then they give me 1 whole hour to do that! wahhh, that would be the best man! oh man, me and my weird fantasies again. but then again, it's not my fault, it's the school's! they dump this pile of notes to us, make us complete assignments and sit for tests which would make my brain explode and cause my hand to be dislocated! lol, this adds on to the list of reasons on why i hate school! -.- and sometimes, i really wonder why people want to be teachers you know, like seriously. but then again, that is a noble job so i shall salute them! :) well, now that block test 2 is over, i have nothing else to worry about for the rest of my life... not! -.- i have no idea why but i feel super uncomfortable. hmm, maybe is because i screwed up every single paper for block test. nahhh, i think it's because i'm always kept there hanging, waiting for the truth to be revealed. shall not elaborate further. :( i think my life is kept at the constant level of sucky and disgusting. whenever a disgusting thing ends, another one will simultaneously pop out of nowhere, just to ensure that i am never happy in life. pshh, wth lah! >( anywayzzz, i did a good deed today, guess what, i donated 15cents to some charity organization. yeah yeah, you are gonna think 15cents is no big deal but at least i donated something k! i know how horrible it is to be rejected so i decided to be nice and donated 15cents to the guy. ok, i promise to donate more next time k! actually, i was thinking, maybe the guy must be grumbling about how cheapskate i am to donate so little. and he had to give me a sticker some more. then on my way home, i was thinking right, maybe the sticker actually costs more than 15cents. pshhh, the guy must be super pissed! and i was in hongzi! shucks, if he complains to the school then i'm screwed! :( but i donated money! hmm, ok, maybe i'm thinking too much. and you know what, that guy didn't seem like the mean kind so it's probably me being too paranoid. did i mention that i slept at 2am yesterday? i shall sleep earlier tonight since there is no work. oops, i mean there is work, just that i'm kinda well, too lazy to do anything now. haizzz, but eoys are coming real soon, and i have to mug a lot for that k! i don't wanna screw up everything again! :( seriously, i think my life revolves around mugging and using the computer! i shall now confess and list down the super unproductive stuffs i did today: watch videos all day long! i know right, wth, totally wasting time. but then again, i need to relieve stress! i have to say that shinee videos are amazingly amusing. i never get tired of them. like seriously, there seems to be never-ending amounts of entertaining videos of them. today- i got home, bathe and turned on my laptop immediately, typical rachel. -.- haha, it's just that when i was using the computer today, i didn't have to constantly look at the clock and mentally bash myself for camping in front of the computer for such a long time. wahaha, on second thought, maybe i like the feeling when block test ends. because it gives myself a reason to relax! :D anyway, since i will not get to go to shinee world in singapore, i watched shinee world in taiwan online! :D:D they were (Y) k! sadly, they only have fancams so the quality rather gross, but i guess it's better than nothing right? :):) hehe, shinee <3! i think i have been spazzing too much, time to stop and ponder about my wrong doings, just that i haven't decided when. haizzz, i need self-discipline! but they are too cute to resist! :D you know what, i seriously have no life. right after blocks, i just come home and camp in front of my laptop for the entire day! and entertain myself with videos and facebook. and then when i ponder, i realise eoys are coming really soon and besides that, i still have a gazillion other things to worry about. wts, my life seriously sucks, almost as sucky as romeo and juliet's! O Romeo Romeo, wherefore art thou, Romeo? shit, i'm supposed to finish romeo and juliet by next monday?! see, i told you, i have never ending worries! friday, yucks! for once, i don't want friday to come. sorry rebecca black! lol, this friday is just not my moment. i shall leave the computer later tonight and do urh, something more productive- sleep! :D:D and dear world, please let me pass my block test 2, pretty please! i know at times, i ask for a little too much but please, pretty please, pretty pretty please with a cherry on top? wah, relatively long blog post, i feel accomplished! sorry my dear blog for not updating for so long! hmm, maybe i'll watch mei le jia you later, if i don't feel overwhelmed by guilty for not reading r&j! romance tragedy, psh. i forgot when was the last time i actually watched a drama, i think it was personal taste! leeminho! :) ok, shall go do something else now. bye blog, have a great night ahead! :D |
  
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