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renewable energy= sleeping? yes.
May 24, 2011
so, sabbaticals!renewable energy kinda equals to sleeping sabbats! seriously, i almost died in there. okay, today's lesson was approximately 8 million times better than yesterday's because we got to build a wind generator. joy. but it's still physics! and now, i have this stereotype in me, that is all physics teachers speak monotonously! i don't care if you disagree, but it's not my fault that i feel this way! i mean, it's all because of the horrible experiences! okay, miao wen and i came up with the perfect plan. we will burn all kinds of weird equipments we use in renewable energy sabbats if the teacher won't allow us to bring the kit home. after all, we paid $80! okay, now everyone knows how narrow-minded and cheapskate i am. oops. so yes, renewable energy has kinda became sleeping sabbats to me, where i simply go in and replenish the sleep i loss the previous night! okay, i will try and pay more attention tm! i'm sorry teacher! oh, but i have my fellow table mate, miao wen to entertain me, i like her drawings! oh, and during group experiments, i basically sit there and day dream. like i have mentioned, i like to fantasize about my perfect life! okay, no more moaning about renewable energy! they are important to our society anyway! so yes, afternoon sabbats is chinese medicine. i like the hands on activities but not the theory lectures. so yes, today we went to this unknown place and it was fun fun fun, except for the lectures, duh. during lectures, i basically sleep in my chair. i try to think of happy things to prevent myself from falling asleep but faillll! D: i am very tired recently, probably because i have been sleeping at like 12 to 1 every night? if i go on like this, i might faint and die of fatigue. but then i am the kind of person who wastes a lot of time. so i will have to take away my sleep time to make up for the time i waste. okay, i will be a good girl for a few days and sleep before 12.30. i'll try. i don't even wanna talk about what time i sleep when there's no school the next day. this habit is bad, very very bad. i need to change because it's essential to my growth. leadership sabbats has been fun to me so far. but i think we will be doing physical activities tomorrow, i shall sleep earlier tonight so that i will not die of fatigue tomorrow while moving around. sad. i don't know what's happening to the world but very often, people are getting more suspicious of the people around them. what's happening? why is the real world becoming so freaking fake? the difference the virtual world brought about. i mean, i understand if you hide your true feelings in the virtual world because the virtual world is meant to be fake. but now it's happening in the real world, where everyone's alive! what the sh!t is happening? okay, 204 will be the perfect example. apparently, everyone is back-stabbing one another, from what i've learnt. on fb, everyone just has this very vague status where they don't mention the subjects, just leaving readers hanging in suspense. "you" is the most common word. but you means who? he? her? me? i don't know! we claim to be one, but what's the truth? i really wanna know. stop being so negative! i wish one day, people will just be more courageous and speak their minds instead of speaking behind others' back. i admire courageous people and i wanna be one. courage is what makes one happy, and i am obviously not a happy soul. i need the strength, i need to be brave. or only if everyone has a heart of stone! nah, being courageous is better. haha, i remember mentioning about mean music video in one of my previous blog post. guess what, it's the story of us tomorrow! yay yay yay! finally something to be happy about. oh, and the random spazzing with zhiqin in chinese medicine. oh yes, and i must not leave out shinee! happy 3rd anniversary SHINee! (110525)
 i really cannot remember when was the last time i slept before 12, let's hope it's today. i have to sleep, so that i don't sleep at the wrong time, ehem, sabbats! the world suddenly feels so extremely fake. fake, i tell you! night world, i wanna be good. |
  
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