RACHEL,
i often fantasize about the impossibles.
ignorance is bliss, sometimes it's good to stay uninformed THE TRUTH
Life is never fair,
So learn to live with it. SHARE. SHARE. SHARE
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good friday!
April 21, 2011
change. so many things has changed since my last post which was like 13 days ago? i don't know, my maths fail. anyway, i finally persuaded myself to quit jap, considering the fact that i have been failing every single tests except for the first Hiragana test. i would have cried if i failed that one! haish, one less language... nevermind, i shall self-deceive a little. i can still learn jap next time when i'm older! i should just concentrate on my academics now! but then again, i have no special talent! and stupid music in school is bugging me like mad. i listen to music but i don't make music, what do you want me to do?!?! if i can make music, i would probably be some famous song writer by now, not stuck in school all day long, moaning about the never-ending worries i have! seriously, i have a chain of never ending worries. it was napfa, but now that it's over, it's back to music and interviews next and many many many many many more. aish, i have a chain of never-ending worries, what did i do wrong in my previous life? but compared to the others from 3rd world countries, i'm lucky, just that i never ever realised it. okay, i'm a lucky and fortunate girl, now stop moaning and appreciate what you have rachel lian! i am insane, i am actually talking to myself? on my blog? sad, but what can i do to change?anyway, block tests results are back except urh, chinese. i think i'm gonna fail my stupid 作文! darn it. i hate 作文s! i should probably start reading english and chinese newspapers everyday of my life. psshh, i have been telling myself this since 8 million years ago and when have i ever really done it? never. never in my life. NEVER. i should really start or i think i'm gonna fail my tests in the future. is this sad or what? ohh, NAPFA! heehee, i just completed the "awesome" and "legendary" 2.4km today. fine, its quite legendary, considering the fact that it almost killed me. i have no idea what i'm doing. anyway, i ran and ran and ran and then stopped then walked walked walked then tried to run again. i must have looked super unglam but whatever lah, how am i suppose to look glam when i'm suffering so much? and when i was trying to over take, i almost sprained my ankle. -.- NAPFA is here to haunt me. actually, i think 2.4km run is not the scariest one. or at least not that one i hate the most. I HATE IPU! sheet it lah. but anyway, i passed because the teacher was nice. :) thank goodness, or i'll be some emo and depressed kid. i think my motivation to continue running for my 2.4 is so that i don't have to do the stupid IPU again. hehe, and the people cheering at the side were nicee! haha, i guess i really appreciated it although i was called evil emily. thank you my dears! the juniors are so nice. so, more about 2.4. at the end, i was like trying to chiong but then i realised that i was actually runnong like a tortoise. and that was when i was trying to chiong, i wonder what my speed was when i was moaning and well, not trying to chiong! and the beep sound that rings whenever i completes a round is like so motivational to me as well. run run run, beep. run run run run walk run, beep! walk walk walk walk, beep! heh, i became a little silly while running and tried to imagine taylor swift in front of me. then i got angry that i was so crazy of an idol so i started getting distracted. sometimes, i really hate myself. but then again, i think i caught the ego disease from my awesome friend aunty bobo abigail so i love myself as well. weird and contradictory, love hate relationship with myself? but anyway, i still hate NAPFA more. i really need to stretch and exercise more. i shall make it a point to run and stretch every week. but then again, i don't think i'll ever do it considering how freaking lazy i am. but then again, now that i quit jap, i should have more time. okay, i shall force myself to do it. i am always staying up late to update my blog. see bloggy, i love you so much so appreciate my love k? okay, although its like 1.03am (according to my computer), i shall post my birthday presents picture! i feel bad for dragging so long. :P  1. Rachel/ Green/ Tree/ Leafy/Bobo/ many many more... hehe, my AWESOME NYAV POTATO BATCHMATES bought me (insert above mentioned names). 可爱吧! they're so nice! they know i love the colour green! aww, i'm so touched now. 2. TAYLOR SWIFT SPEAK NOWWW! mugrissa, zhi qin-er, yujia and li rong dearies bought me TAYLOR SWIFT SPEAK NOW! awesome or what? haha, my friends are as awesome as taylor swift! 太好了! 3. LOLLIPOP COOKIE! yay, peiling my dear bought be famous amos! hehe, it has the little bear attached to it! とてもかわいいですね! i haven't ate to cookie yet because i had to take this picture first. i shall eat it tomorrow, on friday~ COOKIE はおいしいです! :D 4. Jim Thompson Notebook Crystal bought be a notebook with elephants on it! hehe, i love elephants, don't you? they're so cute and fat! 5. The humongous supposed-to-be TAEMINN portrait with the word AMIGO~ on it. plus, the catty pencil case and cleaning up note pad from art box! Kim drew me taemin and weeling, rebecca (black), gladys and she herself wrote on it. and they bought me a ねこpencil case and a notebook which explains how i hate cleaning up. yes, i really hate cleaning up. 6. 21 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU! + yellow crane my dear yvette wrote me a box with 21 things she likes about me. nice or what? but i think that just made me even more ego! egoism is natural, but abi's is obviously not. :) i never knew how to fold a crane and i think i never will know. i learn things slowly, just like a snail. 7. muh SHINee cards and rulerr + note! oh, and taemin name tag (which i was too lazy to go get and put in the picture because it's in my handbook)! Li Rong my gossip mate bought me awesome SHINee stuff! yay! hehe, my first possession of SHINee! next time, i'm gonna take over the world and own SHINee. who am i kidding? :( but anyway, nothing is impossible! :D:D 8. DANCINGZZZZ WIFZZZZ DERRR WOLVEZZZZZ! haha, melissa wrote me a 手紙! i told her she most will most probably never ever receive a letter from me even after writing so much to me. :( i should take the initiative and take some time off to write to her or i'll feel bad. i shall not mention the contents of the letter here because it's private. no, actually because i wanna go sleep and can't be bothered to type it out. 9. DINOOO Rebecca (Black) got me a dinosaur! but i didn't put it in the picture because i was too lazy to go grab it. :) 10. CUPPPP hehe, ah mei got me a cup and i was once again too lazy to go get it. aish, the cause of my laziness... heh, tomorrow, i'm going for my first musical tomorrow! 881! heh, formal wear, i don't have lah! nevermind, i'll try and dig something out. and i'm going to megan's youth church on saturday. haha, i can go experience something new! i shall go sleep now or i will not be able to go to suntec city tomorrow before the musical. or maybe i'll just sleep in the musical. :/ so for now, byebye! :D it's friday~! |
  
MY SWEETHEARTS,
Melissa
Gladys
Wee Ling
Li Rong
NYGH 104'10
Yvette
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Abigail
Hwee Lin
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