RACHEL,
i often fantasize about the impossibles.
ignorance is bliss, sometimes it's good to stay uninformed THE TRUTH
Life is never fair,
So learn to live with it. SHARE. SHARE. SHARE
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I Feel Peaceful All Alone
December 18, 2010
I seriously have no idea when it was the last time I ever logged into blogger or even typed a post. But whatever, I'm doing it now anyway. I have so much to talk about, Masks, Money, Time... Nah, i don't ever think I will finish whatever I've got to post. As I'm typing this post, everything I have in my mind is actually just the damn LA Journal I have yet to complete. I can somewhat hear this small voice in my head, screaming at me for not completing the Journal. Yet, there is just another one screaming at me, telling me that my blog is left un-updated for a really really long time. It's just guilt.While time is still ticking, I shall stop wasting it and start. In case you never knew, I'm telling you now, EVERYONE OWNS A MASK! This might sound like some Phantom Of The Opera thing but seriously, it's much more interesting and nerve wrecking than that. Don't you just ever feel like there's this secret part in you that is reluctant to come out. Or are you just keeping it in? Seriously, but I'm kinda sure everyone has a hidden side to themselves, a side that no one ever sees. Well, it's not exactly true that that part never ever shows, I mean, it must have existed for some reason right? That part of you only comes out when you are all alone. "Who are you when nobody's looking?" Your true personality never ever shows with others around. The mask somehow manage to hide everything. The mask is somehow made the way you want others to see you, how you want to be seen by others? Do you own one of them or more? No one owns none. The real you will never shows, unless you remove that un-removable mask... What is with the minds of people nowadays? Is it just me not growing up fast enough? "Never Let Me Go" is just really gross. Is this just a small and unwanted part of growing and life? Someone tell me. Money is taking over the world. Wait, it has already taken over it. Wouldn't the world just be in great peace without money? Yeah yeah, people would just say, "Oh, you can't but air with money, you can't buy health with money." Seriously, think carefully. After my really long and hard thinking, this was what I got. Air comes from trees, trees comes from seeds. And how do we ever get seeds? We need MONEY! Put it in a cycle and here is how it goes: Money->Seeds and Water->Trees-> AIR! So it all comes down to the fact that AIR IS NOT FREE! Okay, yet another analysis. Health. Yeah, you can't use money to buy health, but you can use money to "improve your health", can't you? Tonics and stuff, money again. Sum Up: I don't see anything in this world that is not related to money. Yes, you might say I'm money minded but don't you want money too? That's probably because of my experiences in life. I'm intrigued by how a little part in life builds up to become a humongous one. Isn't life just fascinating? You would agree too, right? Time seriously flies. Hahah, i found a new flying object. My list of flying objects I can remember at the moment: Airplanes (in the night sky are like shooting stars) Birds (duh!) Butterflies (Babay, Laeday, Craezay) Butter-fly (The really lame joke I hated loads) TIME (my new discovery after this post) Emotions in the virtual world are scary aren't they? They freak me out. Emoticons are scary too. (i typed this is serious rush for time, so you know what i mean right? mistakes will be overflowing.) Labels: i need more time |
  
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